I am in a good mood, scratch that, fantastic mood, for the first time in a VERY long time. Life is good for me right now. I have been on the "pill" for 2 weeks now, and I have no thoughts of getting pregnant right now. It is nice to not have that on my mind all the time. I got myself a job at a clothing store, part time, and it is a fantastic job. I get a 50% discount. The hours work out in my favour. I also have some other stuff going on too. My Best friend is 6 months pregnant, and we are preparing for her delivery, which i will be apart of. I also have an appointment with out local genetic's lab to make some progress as to why we keep having miscarriages. I am also happy to say that I have lost a total of 80lbs in the last 8 months. Feeling good looking good. Thought I would share that :).
Sheena
Sunday 23 September 2007
Monday 10 September 2007
Over and over again
Well, that was short lived. I had my 8 wk scan on Aug 30th, and discovered that I had a silent m/c at 6 wks. It was weird. I had all these symptomes still, yet, I was no longer pregnant. I am getting pretty tired of all of this. I am at 10 losses now. Diagnosed with Unexplained Recurrent Loss Syndrom. Its a pain in the ass. I had a D&C on Sept 5th. In that, it was a tramatic experience. My last D&C was done at emerg. so i didnt really know what was going on, this time it was the waiting, and the antisipation, and I literally freaked out so bad I had to be knocked out.
They are doing fetal Karyotyping this time to see if there are any genetic or chromosomal abnormalities. But that will take 3 months to get back. We were also told that we need to take a 6 month break to see what going on, and create a plan of action. I think we need it. I already feel like i have a big piece of my life back. I have basically devoted the last 3 years solely to getting pregnant. So now...I am lost. I have no idea what to do. As if a big piece of me is missing. I am sure I will get over all of this, but its hard, as it is every time.
I start the pill tomorrow...Hurray! 28 day cycles!
They are doing fetal Karyotyping this time to see if there are any genetic or chromosomal abnormalities. But that will take 3 months to get back. We were also told that we need to take a 6 month break to see what going on, and create a plan of action. I think we need it. I already feel like i have a big piece of my life back. I have basically devoted the last 3 years solely to getting pregnant. So now...I am lost. I have no idea what to do. As if a big piece of me is missing. I am sure I will get over all of this, but its hard, as it is every time.
I start the pill tomorrow...Hurray! 28 day cycles!
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